Unseen Past by Kaje Harper

Author:Kaje Harper
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Kaje Harper

Chapter 9

Sawyer stared at James, who sat upright on the edge of the couch. His head was high, his gaze steady, but his hands clenched restlessly in his lap, showing how unsure he was despite that bold request. I want you to fuck me.

Sawyer blew out a breath. Yes! No. He could imagine it’d taken a lot of nerve for James to ask, and ninety percent of him wanted to jump on the offer and have that taut, round ass under him. The smarter ten percent said, “I want to. You have no idea how much. But this is not a starter dick.” He set a hand where the ninety percent had begun straining against his zipper.

“You don’t think I can handle you.”

Honestly? No. “Have you ever had anything up your ass? Fingers, toys, a cucumber? Any ass play?”

James grimaced. “Not really.”

Which meant no. Sawyer wasn’t surprised. Even sticking your own fingers up your ass was a pretty good admission you weren’t as straight as you were supposed to be. “Then no, no fucking. I’m not going to hurt you.”

“I can take it. I want to.”

“Someday, you’ll find a guy you can take your time with, go slow. Fucking isn’t supposed to really hurt.”

“Someday?” James stood and stalked toward Sawyer with that innate wolf grace. “Tell me how that’s going to happen when I’m back in the closet. When any guy I get close to for more than a random hour will be risking having his throat torn out.”

“They wouldn’t hurt the other guy.” Sawyer’s chest tightened. “They’d wait till he was gone, then grab you.”

James paused. “I’m sorry. Right, been there, done that, sorry. But I trust you. I can’t imagine trusting someone else the same way.”

“There’s lots we can still do. Your mouth is a lot less tight than your ass, if you want my dick inside you.”

James didn’t say no, but he was shaking his head, lower lip pinched between his teeth. Sawyer could remember his own first times after his pack rejected him, and how desperate he’d been to show he really, truly was just as fucking queer as they thought. Sucking, fucking, saying yes to men who wanted his mouth or his cock, just because they asked. Remembered how rejection felt, the first time it happened.

His mouth opened and he heard himself say, “Or you could fuck me.”

“I could what?”

“Yeah, you want the whole ass-sex experience? You could top. I have had plenty of things in my ass.” Though never a cock. Sawyer didn’t mention that part.

“You don’t mind being the… girl?”

“Dude, no one’s the girl.” He reminded himself James had probably avoided everything gay like the plague and didn’t know better. “I’m fine bottoming.” With James, at least. He realized he trusted James, not necessarily to know what the hell he was doing but to mean well, and to listen, to back off if Sawyer asked.

“You’re sure?”

“You like that idea?”

James quit chewing on his lip, though he didn’t quite smile. “I never thought…”

Sawyer gave him a moment.

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